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Break Time *RAGE EDIT*

Tue Dec 23, 2008, 12:52 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
<EDIT: Great, Can't upload my finals because:
A) 10 MB file limit on videos = dumb
B) 2 GB RAM minimum requirements to install Premiere on my computer so I can actually lower the file size on my gimonstrous videos = super dumb

My hatred for this computer is only increasing @.@
Hopefully I can at least fix them once I get back to school.
/EDIT>

Awesome, I'm about halfway done with college now... and I don't really know if I've been improving much in the areas I'd hoped. I haven't drawn in months @.@ but I guess my 3D work is getting better. I'll have my finals and whatnot uploaded soon. Moderately pissed that everything I've done this quarter has been rushed due to the fact I didn't start my homework the exact day it was assigned my first week of class @.o I swear an extra day would have made my life easier.

So I suddenly have the urge to make a list thing of stuff I've noticed since starting college:
- Jesus Christ I never knew just how much rage I had pent up inside me @.@ Or I've just developed more sources of rage from being around more rage-prone people.
- There is not enough time in a friggin' day. Ever.
- I am too critical over EVERYTHING. I over-analyze everything I do and constantly question things mentally to the point of depression and more rage. Also doesn't help with the too little time in a day thing.
- I've accepted that nothing I do will ever meet my standards, yet I keep trying only to get frustrated. I also haven't been genuinely happy over anything I've made since last year.
- Having seen what a computer with 6 gigs of ram is capable of, I hate my home computer even more T_T
- Being poor sucks hard. I need to somehow magically obtain the time to look for a second job or I am completely screwed in another 6 quarters. This is assuming I'm still able to get loans with all this banking crisis bullshit going on.

- I STILL have a comission to finish omg don't kill me ~Fukiri @__@

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:iconkai-suke:
One of my deepest wishes is for access to millions of dollars in untraceable, tax-free money.

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:iconcaindraka:
When that wish comes true you should share <w<
:iconkai-suke:
;__; I know I should, but money buys things, and I like things.

...Then again, so does everyone else. =__=

I really dislike money debate issues.

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:iconwonderwhy-er:
Hmm sounds like usual student life for me :) No time to work properly for uni and no time to get better at what you really like and no money... :)

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:iconkoufuyo:
Clock's ticking man! This is exactly what I am talking about indeed! Don't allow people try to shape your future; keep true to your goals indeed. Well in this case, things of interest are being encouraged as apposed to things which are terrible.

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:iconblack-waves:
Love ur works and u inspire me a lot, yeah being poor is awful, but i'm sure u'll find a way out :)
:iconcaindraka:
#_# Well student life is dumb then.
:iconcaindraka:
I think I might be becoming one of those jaded types @.@ I haven't really been excited or interested in much of anything lately o.o
:iconkoufuyo:
What do you mean by jaded?

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